chinadolltears (chinadolltears) wrote in thingsihate,
chinadolltears
chinadolltears
thingsihate

a nice long list.

I HATE

my body... my face... my past... my lack of future... that i was lazy and screwed up my degree... that i cant think right... that i make the same mistakes over and over... my ex husband... the memories of my own behaviour that replay over and over on loop... being alone, even for a minuite... lack of sleep... lack of motivation... lack of good sex... that my boyfriend shouts at me when he's drunk... that i cant see my life changing... my dead end job... my parent expectations... my sister, for disowning me for having an eating dissorder, after all it was her who showed me how it was done... my resentment... the fact that im to blame.

glad i got that off my chest.
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